UNDERSTANDING LIFE!!!
Is life really to be understood or just lived with full compassion
and zeal as said by millions of saints and preachers of happiness? There comes
instances in life which urges you to ask questions from life, why me? But are there answers to all the riddles and
questions in your mind about life? Is it even necessary to find right facts
behind all those doubts and turmoil of the higher centers of grey matter? Or is
it just the theory your subconscious needs to satisfy its thirst?
No what you are reading is neither to answer your questions nor to
summarize what life is but just to tell you it is not that bad to carry all the
confusions and continue seeing how the chapter ends or how the story ends. Nope
it’s not easy in fact even after years you feel there is something inside which
is dying slowly, it’s like being in middle of fire, which is burning you all
around. There are constant phases of setbacks, its like wind in the surrounding
or wave in the ocean reminding you everything back.
Following the advices of kith and kin, indulging in all sorts of
extra curricular activities from playing guitar to going on trips with new
people, making yourself so busy and occupied leaving inside no energy but to
sleep. It might help a lot but in the end you know everything may be perfect
from outside, just as normal as it could get but from inside you are not the
same. There are pieces missing from the giant jigsaw puzzle inside that cannot
make the picture perfect. It’s that child inside every soul, which is trapped
in the dark shadows and gradually dying and you don’t even come to know. As for
the world you are becoming more mature, subtle and ripened.
People might think the fallen leaves from the tree are dead, but
they still can dance on a windy day. Yes the strongest of all, if that haven’t
broken them nothing can. Don’t let the child inside die – Life is. Life was.
Life will be. Let it be.
